说谎

是有过几个不错对象
说起来并不寂寞孤单
可能我浪荡 让人家不安
才会结果都阵亡

我没有什么阴影魔障
你千万不要放在心上
我又不脆弱
何况那算什么伤
反正爱情不就都这样

我没有说谎 我何必说谎
你懂我的 我对你从来就不会假装
我哪有说谎
请别以为你有多难忘
消失真的不是我逞强

我好久没来这间餐厅
没想到已经换了装潢
角落那窗口闻得到玫瑰花香
被你一说是有些印象

我没有说谎 我何必说谎
你知道的 我缺点之一就是很健忘
我哪有说谎 是很感谢今晚的相伴
但我竟然有些不习惯

我没有说谎 我何必说谎
爱一个人没爱到难道就会怎么样
别说我说谎
人生已经如此的艰难
有些事情就不要拆穿

我没有说谎 是爱情说谎
它带你来 骗我说
渴望的有可能有希望
我没有说谎
祝你做个幸福的新娘
我的心事请你全遗忘

30/1/2010

its the 30th of jan now, a day after my birthday, flooded with wishes from all places, everywhere, busy replying and thanking friends for their wishes...

wishes... birthday wishes... come on, should be happy huh! its kinda blue 29/1 this time round... quiet, peace and serene outside, but its sheer entanglement between a variety of mixed feelings... happy as in i m 22 now... felt disappointed i would say for some false start to a game... felt sad seeing departures of my best friend's most beloved grandma...

here's a story i'd like to share, 28th Jan, i did something i would consider most disobedient thing in my life, me n my friend climbed into the tennis court which has already been locked, we enjoyed playing in there after the mischievious climb... now... here comes our super hawt aunty(residence security)...

你们怎样进来的？？！我明明锁了的！你们一定是爬进来的！！！

me: huh??? 门做么锁掉了的！！！刚才我们明明就从这个门走进来的啊！啊不然你以为我们是spiderman a... chiu chiu chiu 就飞进来了啊！(装傻）

不可能的！！！刚才我明明已经锁了的！！！你们一定是爬进来的！！！我就不开门，我看你们怎样出来！

啊锁了等下我们怎样出去勒？？？算了咯。。。我们就打整晚吧！！！

so, this kept going on and on and on and on (while we continue playing tennis) hahahahaha...

i cant just stop laughing while writing this, believe me, our conversation is far far more kiap then what u can imagine!!! ...... but while we are having so much fun "playing" with our cute security aunty, my friend was on the phone, i saw him... totally down in mood, unlike the person some moment ago who was also joining our "game" with the aunty.

and so, it was him, on the other end of the phone...its really some news i will feel very hard to mention it here... while we were so happy on one end, he is struggling to cope with his emotions... how can be life so extreme... i started to think, think and think... but to no avail...

then i went back to my room... shower... and 29/1/2010... here i come... wishes flooding in... n then an anticipated call came in... so excited... we chat... chat ... and chat...giving me some assurance... yea... this is it... finally... after so many years... but... here comes the big BUT again... a sms came in, which to some extent threw my emotions to a dive... and the rest... i would like to say its history...

29/01/2010

after all the nonsense, its a new day, my birthday, but i think recently there are really too much things happening, be it tragic, happy, sad or... hmmm... its just somekind of feeling, like wat jt said 就是开心不起来。。。

but hey!!! i am already 22 man!!! no worries!!! tomorrow as i arise to the morning glorious sun, believe me, its a whole new day, and of course here comes the new man eehang!!! who is not God of everything, but some ordinary man, living to enjoy life, living the fullest out of everything!!!

chanks neh yo!

=P